This is for my love <3. She likes Gir...I like Gir, too. We have something in common! So wonderful! I know she loves me. I know she'll love this hug. If only i could hug her. I know she misses me. We're so far apart. Soon, we will be together again.

I smile when I think of her. This is my smile for her, one that she can not see because then she will know and she must never know. She makes me feel so happy...Is there someone who makes you happy? They tell me I'm crazy and need to leave her alone, but i don't think she'll mind. she will not mind because she will not know.
          l love you...

Dear Journal

She looked at me today...I think she knew i was watching her. I don't know what to do. should I back off a little? She so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!! As I type this, I miss her even more. I will see her soon.

i love you...

You are so far away...I miss you. I love when you tell me you hate me.

I was watching you today. I loved watching you read your book. By the way, that's a very good book (not that I know what books you had with you...that'd be creepy and I'm not creepy). 

my love

My love, i miss you everyday. They all think that I'm crazy but you of all people should know that I'm perfectly sane and love you so much!!!!!!!! Do you love me, too? I know you do...I miss you...